Baffled!


Hello all you wonderful people! How many times do we actually do what we want?? how many times do we actually know what we want in life??

 Talking of writing, it was all I wanted to do a few years back!! okay, to some people my writing may be mediocre or below that, but still, I had that innate desire to roam around with a pen & paper & write my thoughts....but I am a physiotherapist today, in the medical field, which although I accept, is very interesting & I like it but is nevertheless far from what I wanted to do intially....
A series of questions baffle me..after you read them I'm sure you too will be baffled after reading them......
Do we actually do what we want to do, or do we do that which we think we want??
what defines, who defines & how does one define what we actually want in life?? how many times do we act on our instincts & how many times do we don't?? How many times are we influenced by what others feel is right for us & how many times do we stand our own ground & be firm on what we want?? when should we be stubborn & when should we not??

Was corruption what the so called 'corrupt' people wanted to do?? were they corrupt always?? .. you'll tell me they wanted money... If they wanted money, they already have loads of it.... then why don't they seem happy??? & are still craving for more money?? more power?? or are they craving to win the love & appreciation of people, by wanting to be popular by remaining in power??? same applies for criminals, terrorists and the so-called 'baddies'....you'll say- who knows?? & maybe in today's  "I, me & myself" world, nobody cares...!!!

I guess, its a bit hazy when it comes to what we want & what we do.... there are so many people involved in a single decision of  ours.. so its unfair & not right to think of only what we want.... isn't it??
who knows, what we say & do may affect others in ways we may have not thought of.... 'think twice before speaking or acting' is what is very applicable!

So how do we choose, what do we choose & when do we choose... is it always based on what the situation at that time, or is it just the way we think??? 

I guess life is an illusion... or a mirage in the desert... the moment you feel you've almost achieved what you wanted, that moment the illusion disappears!!!!!

crazy lifeee...... crazy me & crazy people all around me, crazy world...... wait... didn't i just call everyone 'wonderful' before??? I guess change really is the only constant thing in life.... other things don't last forever.........  :-)

Dream. Imagine. Be Crazy. Be You.

Au revoir!



Comments

sayalee said…
i know what u want its just a standing ovation(m nt gud at spellings)....well written...
Manasi Joshi said…
Sayalee Sohoni.. Thank u so much..
Josh Rankers said…
Good stuff, well written ... a typical confused female ... but nice enough for all that.
Manasi Joshi said…
@Josh Rankers yes.. you are right, indeed it is a 'typical confused female' type of post.. but thanks anyway.. :):)